Dragonfly Design

Hey friends, me again, at least I think it is me.... Looks like me, acts like me, but thinking  like me is a little bit harder right now.  I have come to terms with missing out on a month now of my life from the accident, but still having trouble regaining my life.  Oh, sure I get up, take a shower, get ready, go to the market, but what else?  Feeling lost, forgot what I do from day to day, forgot what my life was like.  I feel like I am getting there, remembering that we have a garden and I can pick veggies each day, remembering I love to bake.  The chocolate chip cookies and blueberry muffins came out great by the way.  I notice people look at me differently, wonder what happened, why is she talking like that, why can't she remember her zip code or social security number??? I guess it is good that I do not realize I am doing it or that I am speaking differently.  I am really using the "blonde" card here.  I tell my friends that I am going to make a t-shirt that says.... "I was in an accident, What is your excuse?"  Hey, now I have an excuse... the only thing is, is when I get better what excuse will I have then?  I guess I can lean on the "blonde" thing... has worked in the past,  actually used it quite often.  To look at me, the black and blues have faded,  but inside there is much healing to be done.  The aches and pain get better each day, but regaining the person I was seems to be harder to reach.  Again, believe it possible, I will get there, but this time - seems like a lot of time, is going very slowly.  I do not care about remembering my zip code or Social Security number, I am blessed that I remember my family and friends.  Saw a friend in the market today and she asked if I remembered her and other friends.... Yes I do - thank God!  Realizing that I have kept my life and just a few part are tucked away for a bit and will show themselves in time.  Do not worry though - I do know I love beading!!!!! and I am looking forward to scheduling some classes this fall.  So keep your eye out.  I can say with out a doubt that I am thankful for all of you.  So bare with me and soon I will be back, hopefully better - the new and improved model!  I wish you all peace and joy in your life and thanks for listening.